How am I? Not an easy question to answer. I have now moved beyond disbelief that something was wrong with my little baby and am now anticipating my D and C on Friday. Can't ever know what was wrong, but obviously something was that s/he didn't/couldn't survive. Physically it is difficult because my body is continuing to respond as if the pregnancy is, yet for me my body feels like a wasteland. I hope I feel differently after the surgery.
I love this baby, even though s/he didn't get a chance to be born. I believe there is another one sometime coming. I just can't know when. I have hope.
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